You &me

”Charlie” I whispered and sat down in the green grass beside you. “How are you sweetie?” no answer. I opened the album, “to my hero” the word shined against me and a picture of you kissing my cheek. I flipped a page, pictures and memories, so many memories. “Don’t you forget how much these boys love you!” it said, under the picture of me, Liam, Harry, Louis and Zayn playing football. “You were always a good photographer” I gasped, and a silent tear rolled down my cheek. Next page, more memories. You, me and mum. Dad took that picture after I asked you to marry me. “Why did you have to leave me Charlie?” I looked at her, no answer. “God, I miss you girl” more tears rolling down my cheeks. “I don’t know if I can handle this anymore, it’s too though. I can’t live without you anymore Charlie! Why the hell did you have to leave me? You knew I couldn’t do this without you!” I screamed. I flipped to next page. And there was a picture of me and Liam hugging “He will always help you, always love you, and always be there. Niall! You are so lucky for having him! And I know this will be though, but don’t you give up Nialler! People will miss you too much, him, the boys and your family!” it stood. “Not as much as I miss you babe…” I sobbed.
I kept on looking trough the album, so many pictures of you, me, the boys, family and little Noah. “You should never have left us, you should’ve been there watching Noah grow, he has become a handsome young boy.” I smiled through the tears “I can’t believe it’s been 4 years. 4 years since we got Noah, since you left us… I miss you!” At the last page there was a letter, I opened it, and I started to read this.
“To my hero! I’m so sorry Niall! So sorry for leaving you, and Noah, it wasn’t supposed to end like this babe…” I could see marks after tears in the paper. “Niall, I know this will be though, without me. But remember that I love you and that you made my life so valuable! Do you remember the first time we met? When you sat there at the mall playing your guitar and singing with the boys while hundreds of girls were screaming? I never thought you would notice me in that huge crowd. But you did and you made me so happy! You don’t know how grateful I am for meeting you, and for sharing these 10 years with you! Just remember I will always be there, even though you can’t see me, I’m there by yours and Noah’s side, always! I love you and I always will, I’ve never been happier than with you! Live your life! And find a new girl; you deserve to be happy Niall! And don’t think of me, I will be in heaven waiting for you when it’s your time! But be there for Noah, he needs you now!
Give Noah a big kiss form me, and always tell him how awesome I was! Okay?
Forever & Always 
Me & you!
Charlie” 
“Always & forever, you & me!” I whispered and kissed the tombstone. “I will always love you Babe!” I sobbed, and I stroke my finger over her name and read the words: Our beloved Charlie Silver Horan. 12th June 1996 - 19th May 2021. Deeply missed.

My best friend, Emilie (@Emilie0529) wrote this, and I just had to post it here, it’s so amazing! -Marte xx